Have people told you that you were weird or strange?
My ex (Karen) brought that up during dinner a couple of days ago.
She thinks I'm arrogant but humble, I can care alot about something or someone but yet be silently angry or sad, cool but nerdy... she still doesn't understand me fully but she told me that she knows that I am a good person and that she loves me no matter what.
People who I really like (especially women) I try to avoid and hardly call them, but I want to.
I'm very shy but yet I can be firm and speak to a large group of people with ease.
People would tell me that I have nothing to be shy about.
I started thinking about this recently, I feel like I'm missing something in my life and I will always be looking for it.
Sorry if you don't understand me