Just thought you should know...
I regret facing my friends these days trying to force a smile and pretending that I am doing ok.
I hate going home at night knowing I am there alone.
I hate that my life is backwards now. We had so many plans and all of that is messed up and gone.
Getting up, getting dressed, breathing, all of it....is torture. Especially knowing what could have been if you were still around.
But please know, that NOT FOR ONE SECOND, in all of my regrets, do I regret you riding. I am so glad you had that passion.
The way you walked away that morning, the smile on your face, knowing how sunny it was out and the friends you were going riding with. I will keep that memory in my heart forever.
I love you Rick